Cold Feet

John K Adams
7 min readMar 23, 2024
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I watched Helen, my wife, my widow, drift through the house each day, like smoke wafting from an extinguished candle. I could relate. But what could I do? I was the ‘dearly departed’ whose passing sapped the juice from Helen’s life.

That’s right. What could I do? How do I explain my being here at all? Neither here nor there, in or out… A presence within the absence. It’s admittedly hard to describe.

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John K Adams

I write to see memory and language wrestle with reality. Please comment.